Ok so last night was St Paddys day......and today I'm back from a fun night of drinking and running into people all over my town here. It was a good night and I had the best time without any weirdness or running into people I don't care for. It was good and I have this fun new outlook on life recently and am really enjoying this whole thing. Got Bethenny Frankel's new book and just got done skim reading it and confirms that I adore her and she is actually a very intelligent and witty woman. I'm going to put her book into practice in my new outlook on life.....dear god I sound stupid. Ok so I'm still sick a little with this flu/virus thing that seems to be going around so my physical activity is so down and I'm feeling sluggish. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to go into a workout or just back to running.

OK so this whole future thing is completely starting to freak me out. I am in this weird place of wanting to grow up and growing up and being on my own and just wanting to be in second grade again where everything is simple and easy. It's a scary place for a very close to a college graduate. I guess we will all figure it out with time.

Spring Fashion Musts: coming soon!!!

skinny girl margarita night!!!

So we've all had that week when you didn't do well on the test, the guy you like is kissing his ex girlfriend, and you just want to be alone......well how i handle that is my sister, the real housewives of NYC marathon and skinny girl margaritas!!!! i adore bethenny frankel and how she is on the show and i love margaritas but they are SO bad for you!! when i heard about her Skinny Girl Margarita last year I jumped on the bandwagon!!! so after a tough week and a hard night last night this is the exact thing i need!!! tomorrow I'm going to go out and buy Frankel's new book and read up on how to be naturally thin because thats what I need in my life right now.......to only work on me!!! I really want to train for a marathon this year too.......stay tuned

marathon??!!

Have you ever been in that situation where all you want to do it run? Literally and just in my mind in general. I am just in that place in my life where its like ok enough i want to run away. Not permantly but I just want a new start a new beginning a NEW SOMETHING!!!!!! i want to start over with new people who don't think they know what I'm thinking all the time. I have no patience for anything lately and I just want to run. I've been feeling sick the last couple of days so maybe its just the inactivity but i want to run. I want to drink tequila and run......probably not together......def not together. Tomorrow the marathon training begins......i want to feel my body strong..........this is what happens when you havent been with a dude in a long time people....THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS...........

Enough has to be enough

OK so places everywhere this week have been saying that Chris Brown and Rihanna are back together......I completely understand that there are two sides to every story but I cannot understand in my mind where there would be justification in beating a woman to the point that the picture of Rihanna shows her obviously bruised and even bleeding. This is something that has come out of left field for me completely because I have admired Rihanna's privacy but her public strong image that she has put out for young girls. Her style is something to admire and Chris Brown's music alone is something to admire as well. As a person who ADORES music and really listens to every type, I have loved both of theirs for a long time. Showing that they are back together shortly after this type of abuse is horrifying to me as a fan. Being not a teenager anymore I can say this isn't something that would influence my choice to immediately leave any situation like this I would personally be in......but young girls, especially those of the African-American community need to understand that in no way is Chris Brown right in this situation. I am disappointed that Rihanna family and people close to her have not urged her to stay away a little long.......my mother would have killed whoever did that to me though. We are women and we are strong and there is no situation in which we should have to return to someone when the relationship comes to physical abuse PERIOD. I have been a part of a abuse situation to a smaller degree and let me tell you it was handled well and not easy but had to be done.

I pray for both of these entertainers and hope that something good and informative will come out of this situation being so public.

What's your favorite curse word?

I have been in love with inside the actor's studio for a long time.....i think it gives you a new perspective on how actors feel about their work and i just love james lipton he makes me laugh!!! when i saw angelina jolies and johnny depps i really fell for the TV show because it taught me a lot about their work I did know about before.......that end with the questionaire is my favorite so i decided to fill it out for myself:

What is your favorite word? family

What is your least favorite word? no

What turns you on creatively, spiritually or emotionally? music

What turns you off creatively, spiritually or emotionally? ignorance

What sound or noise do you love? laughter

What sound or noise do you hate? tires screeching

What is your favorite curse word? fuck-covers everything

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? singer

What profession would you not like to do? waste disposal

If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? Your dad's waiting for you right inside


school work is calling my name.............dammit

Oscars smokters

Ok so huge fashion moments on last nights oscars good and bad........lets start with the fantastic

Natalie Portman in Rodarte....whom I've never heard of......but FANTASTIC!!!!!! for someone who was not even nominated or in a movie considered to be nominated she practically stole the who she was amazing and I literally fell in love with her in that one moment.....i mean the makeup.....the hair......the color of the dress!!!! THANK GOD whoever styled her did not let her wear any crazy necklaces because there were some of those we will get to later!!!

Another favorite would have to be Kate Winslet......i mean I love her reguardless of most of what she wears but she looked like a movie star in every sense of the word......she wore YSL which she also wore to the Golden Globes. I would only have wished she would have worn something with a little more of a stand-out color and something which would have shouted "BEST ACTRESS" because that is what she was this year!!! I adore the one shoulder and i love love love what theyve done with her hair!!!

And let's get on to my worst:

Well this picture pretty much sums up all 3 of my worst dressed......first Jessica Biel who has a ROCKIN body decided to wear a bed sheet........WTF??!!! I'm not a huge fan of Ms. Biel to begin with but i mean if you have that kind of SICK body and you are as young as she is why the hell is she wearing a toga from Animal House? The hair is another problem for me....if you are going to wear something so unflattering but has that huge front detail......put your hair up and back to not take away from the detail of the dress!! poor choice, no wonder justin did not join her on the red carpet!!

Next: Beyonce.....who i usually applaud for her fashion choices decided to wear a tacky carpet. I get her mother designed it and she must have felt obligated but that dress was just wrong on so many different levels. I do like that she pulled her hair back and kept the bling to a minimum but this dress does nothing for her amazing record of style.....except the cut is very good on her.

Finally: Miley Cryus.....ok i have to start by saying i am not a miley fan in any way. I hate that she knows how famous she is and acts like shes the best thing since sliced bread. I cannon stand this little girl at all!!! but when you are young and popular.......DRESS YOUNG.....it seems that this girl is always dressing like she pulled something out of her mother's closet.....wear something bright and tight and daring....not something that looks like Glinda the good witch let you borrow her closet. I don't get the hair, I dont get the dress.......i just dont really get her!!

I loved the Oscars for once, it was crazzzzzzzzzzzy long but actually very entertaining. Hugh did a great job and the winners were all genuine and greatful. I could have done without the spotlight of Jen Aniston standing 10 feet away from Brad and Angelina......who i am getting very sick of by the way. I love Angelina Jolie i think shes brilliant and smart and fantastic, but i mean shes starting to look like shes openly gloating that shes on brad pitt's arm. Its just starting to get old man..........

My life is school, work and thats about it lately. AWESOME.....updates to come if there is anything!!!!

27 days, gloves are off

I don't know about many of you out there in the world but I am intensely following our election this year. I have been a hardcore follower of politics since high school when I turned 18 during an election year. I have been glued to the tv and websites, on both sides ex: CNN and Fox news, to get as much information as I have been able to. I believe in change, I believe in something more for my generation in the United States then what we have been given over the past few years.

Obama is my homeboy. period. He has showed the poise and demonstrated his ability to be our next president and I believe he will me.


Good news, I get blonde tomorrow!!! get excited.....